i never thought that i would fall so deep for you.
you caught me off guard.


OMG im feeling really horrible now.
my heart feels so heavy that i think it practically sank all the way down to the pit of my stomach that i feel like puking.
my results are like horrible.
FAILED MY TWO H2 SUBJECTS- CHEM AND PHYSICS.
chem is expected.
BUT I FAILED PHYSICS TOO?
i know i got back my results like super long ago but it suddenly dawned upon me that i failed something i wanted to excel so much in.
okay i have no mood to continue already.

studies' not the main thing though.

why do i only talk to You only when i want something?
why cant i feel anything anymore?
and why am i not doing anything about it?


another thing, i just watched this video zoey sent to me last night.
a video we recorded back then when we were sec2s.
omgosh i really miss the last time clique and the fun we had.
i hate being so emo now.
alright i must end this emo post like now.


im waiting patiently for that familiar name to appear again tonight.
but it never did.
thankyou so much eh.