i am, a flower quickly fading.


i reached home today feeling happy and all.
switched on lappy, read odac blog and sunk into depression like almost immediately.
ODAC'S MOST LIKELY GONNA CLOSE DOWN.
emo-ishy right now.
my heart feels so heavy LITERALLY and i feel like crying alreadyy.
im must pray and pray and pray because i dont wanna lose all those friendships forged in odac.


and really, thank God for cellgroup.
revival, revival, revial.
breakthrough breakthrough, breakthrough.
PRAY, DISCIPLESHIP, FELLOWSHIP.
(i must)

i cant do this alone and i need you and i miss you.
can we have you back with us?


bible study, then subway-ed with them.
and we bought and shared like 10 COOKIES?
YUMMY DOUBLECHOCOLATECHIPS.
felt uber happyyy.
cellgroup trademark - EATINGGG.
I LOVE.


OMG my dad's snorings so freaking and annoying and noisyyy.
and my brother's sleeptalking!


who am i,
that the Lord of all the earth,
would care to know my name,
would care to know my hurts.


i will i will i will and i can forget everything and how you've lead me on.