as i look i see the cracks below,
and i see myself fall into them.
i see what i've been running from,
and i just don't understand how you're gone.
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?


SERIOUSLY!
I LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE.
im tired not because of mugging (like how i used to just a few days ago).
im drained because of SHOPPING AND BINGEING AND HANGING OUT WITH THE BEST PEOPLE ON EARTH EVER (to me luh, HAHA).

i love today.
(: (: (:

and i want dresses and the orange-white havainas and a new bag and sport bras and boxers and the cute river island pumps.
money, rain down on me yo.
AND MAGGIE Q's HOT BODAYE. -impossible! ):

i was foolish enough, to even think that we were happening.